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Berkeley Chan Retreat 09

Our Heart Chan Berkeley group had our second 1 day retreat on Sunday.  There were some 25 people in attendance. Our senior brother from LA came up. He is 1 of 3 the senior students directed by our Shifu in Taiwan to represent the group here in the states.

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He was my first contact with the Heart Chan Group. He opened the retreat with a talk on being like a baby again. Not Physically of course but in our attitude towards life and others, and opening our hearts and minds. Connecting to the world, the universe via our hearts. Not to sectionlize our life like pieces of a pie but to be more like a tree where all sections, parts flow from us like branch’s. Also he spoke on how our practice , our lives are composed of three elements, Body, Mind Spirit.

After that we had a 45 min meditation period. That was my first, it was not too bad. It would have been even easier if I had not been having knee pain for the last few days. However I persevered…!

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After lunch was my turn, I had been asked to do a section on Motion Chan and Tai Chi. In our Meditation centers n Taiwan there are monks from Shaolin temple who teach Tai Chi and Kung Fu. Being as our Shifu is Asst. Director of Shaolin it is part of the exchange that has been worked out.  I had been thinking how to approach this for the last month, in the time given. I had 45 min now, instead of 15 min. I gave a short lecture on the nature of Chan, Motion and sitting. same coin different faces. or in another form, the Yin and Yang of meditation. We in order to be in balance in life we need to do both in order to keep the harmony of Body, Mind, Spirit, and Yin meditation and a Yang meditation. I also touched on in another form ( point of view) the earth is our body,  man is the mind, chi is the spirit. we need to treat our earth as it is our body, we are the mind of the Universe, chi is our spirit. I do not think I as as clear as I wanted to be, because I was winging it with the lecture. However everyone sad they got it…Hao la !

Next I went to the practical part and introduced Tai Chi walk. explained the benefits, the state of mindfulness and mechanics of it. Some got it right off, others struggled with it which is natural for something totally new to some. Others related it things they have done before and it clicked. I had them do it in a line around the room and back to their starting point. I thought it went well.

Next up was some Tai Chi movements. The opening of Yang 24 and through to grasping bird’s tail. I did a demo, then had the group follow three or four times with me leading. For the most part they got it. I was surprised in that short amount of time. Afterward many said they were very please with the instruction and some who never thought of doing Tai Chi were now open to the possibility of learning it. All said they felt calmer and more relaxed afterward. nice, mission accomplished.

After our next break and mediation session I got to speak with JM shxiong about a few varid topics. He gave me some tips on things I could expect as I practiced Chan more. Also some warnings about doing Feng Shui or astrology readings as a job without knowing the proper way to release the negative chi, or karma I would be taking on. We spoke of Merit. DaMo ( Bodhidharma) told the Emperor his acts of building temples as such gave him no merit. Yet I heard talk of gaining merit to becoming a Buddha or Bodhisattva.  He explained that helping raise a soul from suffering , taking on their Karma, helping them with their karma, was a way to gain merit. Doing something from the heart purely to help another soul with their suffering. Not from building temples and the like. In the Bible it is said about a rich-man not entering ( buying his way) into the kingdom of heaven…

There were a lot more things shared and expressed, that I will not put or try to put here. Other than one question that was put to him by another about religion and our Chan practice.

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The answer given, was we use Buddhist terms to explain concepts, these could also be explained in Christian or Taoist terms. Our practice does not carry the dogma, rules, restriction, worship, formalities that a religion does. Ours is just a practice to enhance of living. One can have any faith and practice Chan, there is no conflict or competition.

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USC Meditation Session Summer 2009 - 2nd meeting (6/9/09)

Today we have only four people in the class. Three of them have been keeping really good attendance and one of them has stopped for a while (I am glad to have her back!).

Since in the beginning we had only three people and I wanted to wait a little bit and see if more people were coming, I led some yoga stretches to loosen up our joints. Then we did Arm Twisting and Leg Kicking. Right after we finished yoga and Motion Chan, the fourth people came in! Perfect timing! Then we practiced Navel Chakra for about 20 minutes. I think it’s full moon today (at least close to) and one guy felt it was a good session just like I did.

I told a story that I heard from Sister Young-Lien over the past weekend. Once Buddha told one of his disciple (disciple A) to go get some water from a well. The Buddha gave him the directions and told him there would be an old lady and he should politely ask that lady to give him some water from the well. Disciple A did so but the old lady was mad and didn’t want to give him water. So he came back with nothing. Then the Buddha asked disciple B to do the same thing. Wondered and thought he’ll get the same results, Disciple B still went. However, the old lady was so kind and happy to see him and gave him water. The two disciple was wondering why this old lady had such different reactions to them. The Buddha explained. In one of their past lives, that old lady was a rat. The rat was crushed dead by a horse car. When the past life of disciple A passed by, he thought “it’s so gross!” However, when the past life of disciple B passed by, he was compassionate and buried the body of the rat.

I guess this story told us why we feel differently to people even before we actually talk to them. There are connections between people and these might come from past lives. Then everybody kind of talked about what they think about the story. Some think the idea of past lives is natural to them but some don’t. However, they think it’s interesting to hear about Buddhist concepts and sometimes they can find parallel in Christian.

USC Meditation Session Summer 2009 - 1st meeting (6/2/09)

Today is the first meeting during Summer after a month or so break. I knew we’ll have a smaller group because a lot of students are not around during Summer, but I still run a weekly meeting for the grad students and some USC staff. Today we actually had 7 people, which was pretty good for Summer. 2 of them were from Fall 2008 semester which was surprising for me. During Summer, I plan to just review the chakras and concepts we learned in Spring and make the meeting more informal. This way people can get to know each other better and also we may have more discussion.

We started off with Motion Chan as usual; we did Arm Dropping and Body Earthquake while a few of them came into the room late. I found it good to have Motion Chan in the beginner not only because everybody get to relax their body before sitting but also we can kind of wait for people coming in at the same time. It is not so distracted for Motion Chan as for Sitting Chan. Then we practiced Navel Chakra for about 25 minutes. Everybody kind of felt it’s a long session probably because it’s been a while from last practice! I encouraged everyone to pick it up from today.

I brought Master’s book of wisdom with me today and I read “Life Force and Breathing” where the Master talks about how we restructure our physical form through belly breathing in order to directly use the universal life force/solar energy instead of taking it in indirectly through the food consumption. From this I talked about how Chan practice is a holistic practice because we not only talker about spiritual practice but also physical practice and the relationship between human beings and the Nature. I used the example of full moon and ask everyone to experiment on themselves by seeing if they feel their meditation different on the day of the full moon. I also wanted to talk about the 24 solar term (jie2 qi4) too but I didn’t know how to explain it….but anyway, I also said you have to meditate everyday in order to tell if it’s really different on the day of the full moon………….

By the way, if you look up the catalog of the LA library, you can find Master’s book already! It’s interesting that they add “chan shi” in the author…

Heart Chan at Berkeley 8th meeting (4/23)

There were seven people in the class: Lusineh, Zain, French, Yi-Chun, Kiki, my friend and I. First we did a 20-min meditation on the Root Chakra. It was tough for most of us this time. But it’s normal to feel more pain when focusing on the Root Chakra.


Today’s topic is the Buddhist idea of imprints or Karma. First, I told them that they don’t have to believe in it. But since we are working on the Root Chakra now, we need to understand the teachings in Buddhism related to this Chakra.
I used the way that imprints/Karma is brought out in The Diamond Cutter: What makes different people have different encounters and situations? In the same environment/market, why do some people always succeed effortlessly while some people fail all the time? We usually know HOW that difference was made but we don’t know WHY. The Buddism tells us why.

To understand Karma, we need to understand what constitute us. I introduced the different layers of consciousness in Buddhism. The outermost layers are our sensations, then our mind-consciousness, the subconsciousness, and the deepest inside is our Inner Nature. Our Inner Nature has all the goodness and supreme power, but it is covered by layers of obstacles. If we can purify the layers that covers our Inner Nature, and enter the realm of the Inner Nature, then it’s called enlightenment. (I hope I am getting it right! If not, please correct me and I will have to clarigy it in the next meeting!)

Then I used the metaphor from The Diamond Cutter again: What these layers of consciousness do is like a videotape recorder. It records whatever it gets exposed to, including what we do, what we say and what we think. In ancient books of Buddhism, these records or imprints are just like seeds. Like natural seeds, they will grow up. They are like airplanes queued up in the runway of the airport waiting to take off. The stronger imprints gets to take off first while the fainter imprints would stay longer but their strength build up every minute. As the imprint plane takes off, it takes effect from the subconsciousness into the conscious or physical level. Then it menifests itself as our encounters, our physical conditions, our perceptions, and even the way we think. That’s why some people are always having pessimistic thoughts. It is because our mind patterns have already set by these imprints seeded in the subconsciousness. If we don’t uninstall the imprints, we will keep having the same mind pattern.

Besides imprints that are accumulated since we were born, we also carried imprints from our past lives. And these imprints from our past lives determine where we were born and tracks of our lives. I mentioned one of my friend, who is an astrologer. She has been an astrologer for a while and seen many people’s constalletions. She said that most people can never escape the tracks that are already predetermined for them from their constellations. Only two kinds of people can lead their lives differently from their predetermined tracks: Those who survived from disasters, and those who are in the right spiritual pracite. Only these two kinds of people have the chances to change their mind patterns or uninstall the bad programs. The formers change their mind pattern because they are awakened by the life-threatening experiences. For spiritual practitioners, two ways o uninstall the bad programs in our subconsciousness: 1) To get connected to our Inner Nature and get the power to purify the outer layers, 2) An enlightened spiritual teacher can remove the seeds. However, most people cannot achieve 1) by themselves. That’s why Guru is so important in Tibetan and Chan Buddhism - which aim at ultimate enlightenment.

Then we didn’t have time doing another meditation.

Heart Chan at Berkeley 7th meeting (4/16)

Seven people attended the class: Jone, French, Zain, Evie, Kiki, my friend and I.

Before the class started, Jone shared his observations on people around him and how having wandering thoughts could be a dreadful affliction. He felt some people could not stop having bad wandering thoughts and lead themselves to sufferings. These bad wandering thoughts are like some planted virus programs that disturb the normal system operations. Meditation is one way to remove these bad programs and devlop a positive mindset toward life.

We started with 童子拜觀音, which I think the acutest way to expell the bad energies. Usually within one minute we can see the difference if doing correctly. Then we did a sitting meditation around 17-18 min on Navel Chakra. Jone can feel the energy connecting from the Navel Chakra to the Dharma Eye Chakra.

Then I distributed some handouts which are excerpts from “The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying.” I wanted to address the importance that meditation does not constitute the entire practice. Instead, to have a clear objective to meditate with and an awakened heart are all necessary elements. In the first coupled chapters of The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying, it stimulates us to rethink our life patterns. Is there something missing in our daily lives or we always avoid to think or mention? - The death and the impermenence of life. It is mentioned that only with a clear undersanding of death do we really know how to live. Sounds harsh though, but makes sense if we think it for a few minutes. I also talked about my unpleasant encounters that motivated me to pursue the practice of Chan.

Then we introduced the Root Chakra, which has a profound relation with the sufferings in our lives. Evie brought the chart illustrating the Ten Chakras and Three Channels so that it’s easier for us to conceive the phsical location of the Root Chakra. There are two ways to find it: 1) by holding the breathswhile contracting the anus, or 2) when we stand on the top of a tall builind and look down, it is where we might feel something trembling in the bottom of our bodies. It is also where the Karmas of our past lives resides, so it is not very clean and not easy to work on. But by constantly working on it, we can purify the energy there. With a healthy Root Chakra, we can have a healthy prostate or cervical system. Finally we meditated on it for 10 mins. Although it is hard to find for the first time, we will keep working on it in the following weeks.

Heart Chan at Berkeley 6th meeting (4/9)

There were eight people: Jone, French, Zain, Lusineh, Evie, Kiki, my friend and I. We started with turtle breathing. Then we did a 17-18 min sitting meditation, focusing on the movement of the belly around the Navel Chakra. Everyone did the meditation very sincerely. Jone said he felt something from the belly connecting to his head. We explained this is a good sign since it means his Navel Chakra has been activated, which then automatically directs Qi to the rest of his Chakras (Chan Chakra). However, Evie explained, no matter what we sense during meditation, we still keep focusing on what we suppose to work on. Just let it happen and don’t get attached to it.

Then we didn’t have much time left. So we did another sitting meditation on Navel Chakra for almost 20 mins. This time most people can find their Navel Chakras. Hence we decided to move on to new Chakra in the next class.

Heart Chan at Berkeley 5th meeting (4/2)

Classes after spring break until the end of the semester will focus on helping new practitioners experience the energy flow and activate their Navel Chakras.

8 people attended the class: Jone, French, Zain, Lousineh, Kiki, Yi-Chun, my friend and I. We began with Arm-Sweeping for 5 mins. Since some people do not do the Diamond Lotus Mudra correctly, I reviewed the procedure and basic important meanings of the Diamond Lotus Mudra again. Then we did a 15-min sitting meditation. This time instead of focusing on the flow all the way from the nose to belly, we focused only on the movement of the belly.

Then to give them a flavor of what locating the Chakra is, we did a simple practice - to focus at the center of our palms. For beginners, it’s helpful to focus on these tangible part to better locate the Chakras later. Moreover, the Heart Chakra is directly connected to the center of our palms. It also helps us activate the Heart Chakra. The way I guided them is the same as how Jessica did: First stare at the center of the palm and try not to blink. If we can feel something there, then close our eyes but still keep sensing that point as if we open our eyes.

I mentioned that the mind pattern when we do the meditataion is exactly the same as those during our daily life. For example, during meditation if we are concentrate in the beginning but easily distracted in the end. It’s the same way when we work. Then we reviewed Navel Chakra again and did another 15-min meditation on Navel Chakra.

Finally, French suggested we can take a picture together. Here it is~

Heart Chan at Berkeley SP09

This time we prepared some drinks (Kiki’s idea). Then it became a relaxing social time. At that time, people asked many questions and talked quite a bit ^_^ (while most poeple are quiet in the class.)

USC Meditation Session Spring 2009 - 8th meeting (3/31/09)

12 people came to today’s last session in this 8-week series. Since we’ve learned a bunch of Motion Chan throughout the semester, I took requests for Motion Chan exercises and I got 4 requests: Arm Dropping, Arm Twisting, Body Earthquake, and Turtle Breathing.

Then I introduced Zen Chakra, or Chan Chakra, which is about 3 finger width below the center of the crown of the head. It’s at the same level as the center of the forehead. And if you check the picture in anatomy books, it’s at the 3rd ventricle of the brain. By focusing on Zen Chakra, we let our brain to rest fully and get refreshed. Spiritually, Chan Chakra corresponds to the realm of Buddha as each of the Ten Chakras corresponds to a realm in the Ten Realm in Buddhism. Then we practiced Chan Chakra for about 20 minutes. A guy said he felt heavy on the Chan Chakra. And I also shared my experience when I first learned the Chan Chakra. I felt it even before the teacher told us the position of it in that class. I can still vividly remember that class was in the Judo classroom at NTHU.

After the meditation, I talked about the four stages of Zen practice: Purification, Wisdom, Fulfillment or Harmonization, and Enlightenment. I told the group that this is so important that our Master has it posted on the wall of every Zen center in Taiwan. It’s the essence of Heart Chan teaching. We purify our body, mind, and spirit by practicing meditation. We cleanse the negative energy physically and eliminate the mental poisons (Five Poisons which we talked about last week). And we also purify the karma by doing meditation. In Yoga Sutras, Patanjali also told us “to accept pain as help for purification.” So even there are challenges in Zen practice, including the physical pain in legs from sitting and other intangible “pain,” we takes it as help for purification. (This idea is unique in Buddhsim and other related religion and not so much seen in modern Western religions as far as I know….a lot of spiritual books on US mainstream market are “feel good” books.)

Next we rediscover and reconnect with the innate wisdom of our Buddha Nature. Zen practice is actually a process of un-learning. Opposite from gaining knowledge, we go into our heart and find the wisdom within. With purity and wisdom, we are able to fulfill every encounter and relationships and find harmony in our life. And finally we reach Enlightenment. With these four “stages” being said, we can actually see these four as different paths and not necessarily one stage after another.

Finally it’s gift giveaway! To recognize their effort, I gave 9 practitioners who attend 6 or more classes this semester two things. First is the book: Chan Master Miao Tian’s Book of Wisdom and the Guide to Heart Chan Meditation. The second one is a gift certificate with which they can get a discount ($30 off $100 fee for students; $50 off $180 for non-students) when they register for Heart Chan Retreat 2009. (Zhenyao, don’t worry, I’ll cover the $30 or $50 difference.)

Although it’s the “last” session, we actually will have two more meetings in a different format. We’ll watch video seminar from our Chan Master for half hour and practice meditation for another half hour.

USC Meditation Session Spring 2009 - 7th meeting (3/24/09)

Today is the meeting right after the spring break; 15 participants showed up. Pretty good turnout considering it’s toward the end of the 8-week series.

Because we’ll learn Heart Chakra today, I started off with 3 Motion Chan exercises related to Heart Chakra. First is Atlas (頂天立地), which you visualize taking in the vital energy from the universe through the center of the palms into the heart. I used to associate this one with Zen (Chan) Chakra because you can also taking the energy in through the center of the crown of the head. Then we practiced Arm Dropping, which everybody is pretty familiar now. But we still have 2 newcomers today so I offered more verbal instructions while we did it. Last one is Heart Opening Exercise (良心功), which you draw 3 sets of 18 circles with your arms. First set is at hip height, second is at shoulder level, and the third set is perpendicular to the floor. The key is to extend the arms through the fingertips, to reach out, and at the same time to feel your heart opening and sending loving energy toward every sentient being in the world. Especially when drawing the third set of circles, I said “feel as if you can give a compassionate hug to the whole world.”

Then I introduced the position of Heart Chakra and also how we feel the heart getting larger if you feel stiffness or tightness as you focus on the Heart Chakra. A sitting of 25 minutes followed. Even some people were moving around especially the newbies, I felt peaceful and calm overall. I also led the group to reciprocate the spiritual merits (功德迴向) at the end of the sitting. A girl said that she tends to shift back to chest breathing as now the focus is on Heart Chakra rather than Navel Chakra, which is in the belly. That was interesting. I told her that it actually takes about 3 months for a beginner to really master belly breathing. So she probably would benefit from practicing belly breathing more before she gets to chakras.

I briefly reviewed the basic ideas of karma by saying “your present is determined by your past and your present actions determine your future.” So as we get lucky and have good things happening, we feel grateful. And as we have bad things happening, we feel repent because you are reaping the results of a bad karma we planted in the past. Now let’s talk about how do we do to have a better future, that is, to plant more seeds of good karma and avoid the bad karma. I started with the five precepts in Buddhism: not to kill, not to steal, not to commit adultery or sexual misconduct, not to lie, and not to take intoxicants. I also briefly mentioned the amazingly similar idea of yama in yoga philosophy. Yama, meaning abstinence, contains five: non-violence, non-stealing, continence, truthfulness, and non-greed. They are almost identical to the five precepts in Buddhism. While doing my yoga teacher training, I was constantly amazed by the similarities between yoga philosophy and Buddhist teachings. These precepts are about the actions or behavior. However, the intention is the source of the action. So as a Chan practitioner, we should purify our intention by eradicating the Five Poisons: Greed, Anger, Attachment, Arrogance, and Suspicion. By reflecting ourselves on these five poisions and also working on the Heart Chakra, hopefully we can gradually purify our heart. Only heart knows the truth. And our intention actually comes from the heart, not the brain. We say “I love you with all my heart,” not “I love you with all my brain.” And also I read this on the label of my Yogi Tea, “The head must bow to the heart.”

Next week will be the last meeting in this 8-week series and a gift will be giving away to the participants who attend 6 or more classes in this semester.

USC Meditation Session Spring 2009 - 6th meeting (3/10/09)

Only 8 participants showed up today probably because of the midterms. Next week is the spring break and there are only two more classes after that. Time really flies.

As usual we started with Motion Chan. We practiced Arm Dropping and Body Earthquake; then I introduced Leg Kicking and Tai Chi movement. I mentioned that Arm Dropping and Leg Kicking both have a more attractive name in Chinese meaning “Unblocking the energy pathways by dropping the arms/kicking the legs.” But apparently it’s too long for a name, so we just use these ordinary names for these actually powerful exercises. Tai Chi is the one that you pretend you are holding a big beach ball with the hands and move the ball between left and right. Try to feel the energy between the hands. Someone suggested that we should do the “energy between the palms” again before this one. We may try it next time.

We practiced Navel Chakra Breathing today. There are two types: back-and-forth and up-and-down. We move our attention around the Navel Chakra as we breathe. For type 1, it goes forward as we inhale and backward as we exhale. For type 2, it goes downward as we inhale and upward as we exhale. For both types, the range of movement of your attention is about the width of your palm. Some people had hard time remembering the match between directions and the breath. So I clarify that as we breathe in, we take the air in and DOWN and the belly goes OUT. So as we inhale we move our awareness Downward (type 2) or Forward (type 1). Back-and-forth Navel Chakra Breathing helps balance the immune system and up-and-down Navel Chakra Breathing is good for the digestion. We meditated with Navel Chakra Breathing for about 20 minutes.

Last week I talked about karma and today I sort of reviewed it very briefly by saying that “you are what you have done” instead of “you are what you eat.” I also talked about the water crystal experiment conducted by Dr. Emoto, a Japanese scientist. They sent positive or negative intention to a bottle of water, the water somehow receives the energy and forms very different crystal in response of positive or negative intentions. Intention is the root because our intention decides what we say and what we do.

I also talked about reincarnation today. As I talked about karma I mentioned past lives, so I feel the whole idea about karma is incomplete if we don’t touch the idea of reincarnation. I used H2O as an anlogy. Liquid water, steam, and ice are just different forms of H2O. So after we die, we change into a different form according to our “karma transcript.” And I reviewed the Ten Realms which I mentioned for the first time as I introduced Diamond Lotus Mudra. I pointed out that we reincarnate among the six lower realms. And the goal of practicing Chan and Buddhism is to transcend the six lower realms to the four noble beings. Someone asked what asura means and I explained that it’s a kind of sentient beings that tend to argue and fight. I also pointed out that it’s actually the state of our mind, not necessarily the bodily form of a being.

So basically we want to say, think, and act positively to cumulate more good karma and avoid having more bad karma. Next time we’ll talk about how to do that from a Buddhist point of view.